Everything is Everything and Everything is Good
July 25, 2024
As of late, I’ve taken a new look at life. I sat back and thought about where I want to go and who I want to be in the future. And I decided to do something about it. I stopped doomposting or shitposting (mostly) and have shifted my social media towards positivity and encouragement. I want people to feel inspired by their own lives. I want them to know they inspire me, that I admire their art, that they’re great parents, that they’re great friends, that their sobriety encourages my own. I’ve found new friends in sobriety to replace the ones I lost from getting sober. I’ve learned that you can’t rebuild all bridges, that you don’t always have to be Bob the Builder, and that along the journey of life, you will come across new bridges to cross. There are good people in the world, you just haven’t met them yet.
July 4, 2023
I feel more love than and other time in my life. I talk to my friend and family and know they love and care for me. They support my good choices and stand by my side as I resolve the bad decisions. The people I love are able to reciprocate and I do not fear they will abandon me despite my anxiety.
Got to Get It in My Head, I’ll Never Be 16 Again
June 26, 2023
“I’m waiting to live, still waiting to love/
Oh, it’ll be over, and I’ll still be asking ‘When?’”
-Dodie “When”